Today we read about the three visitors, when Abraham pleads for Sodom, when Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed, Lot and his daughters, Abraham and Abimelech and the birth of Isaac.
I feel like some of this was a pretty difficult read. I do not really understand the reasons why some of the things happened the way that they did. I don't understand why the people of Sodom asked Lot to bring the men of their house outside to have sex with them. What I really don't understand is why Lot offered him daughters instead. I guess I will have to look up these things and get back to you. I also do don’t understand why Abraham felt the need to refer to Sarah as his sister. Guess I have a lot of things to look up.
One of the most amazing things for me to read in this is seeing Sarah's belief in chapter 18 and how her circumstance changed so dramatically by chapter 21, with the birth of her son Isaac. She started off in chapter 18 laughing at the Lord, who said that he would give her a child. Even when she doubted the Lord still provided what he promised.
I know that if I had said that I would do something for someone and they laughed at me, I would be less inclined to follow through. I would think that they were ungrateful and perhaps not see the purpose. Not God. He knew what this child would mean to Sarah and Abraham. He knew that even if they laughed at him He was going to provide for them their heart's desires.
When I look at Sarah's reaction to what the Lord was telling her He would do I recognize my reaction to Him as well. I recognize times when I may not have laughed at God outwardly, but inwardly I doubted that He would follow through like He promises. I try to find my own way, apart from God. Sarah was trying to deal with the reality that she was never going to have a child, even though that child was inevitable. It's a difficult pill to swallow when a husband and wife realize that they will not be able to have a child of their own. In the case of Abraham and Sarah this was a pill that they swallowed unnecessarily. It reminds me that if we would just listen to God, "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11), we would save ourselves a lot of hurt and a lot of wrong turns.